~Jumbled Up Thoughts II~

No one in the world
Ever had a love as sweet as my love
For nowhere in the world
Could there be a boy as true as you love
All my love
I give gladly to you
All your love
You give gladly to me
Tell me why then
Oh why should it be that
We go on hurting each other
We go on hurting each other
Making each other cry
Hurting each other
Without ever knowing why
Closer than the leaves
On a weepin’ willow baby we are
Closer dear we are
Than the simpler letters "a" and "b" are
All my life
I could love only you
All your life
You could love only me
Tell me why then
Oh why should it be that
We go on hurting each other
We go on hurting each other
Making each other cry
Hurting each other
Without ever knowing why
Can’t we stop hurting each other
Gotta stop hurtin each other
Making each other cry
Breaking each other’s heart
Tearing each other apart…

—->> * Thanks to beloved ~Mayz~ * =) She forced us to listen to Carpenters songs.. Now I love de CD so much! Listenin it over n over n over n over again everytime i enter de car… Now kinda addicted n always craving to hear it! =) Ere, one of my favs..

Yippie yay yay yay! Itz HOLIDAYSS!! After the long craving! Finally, whoohoo!! =) Today was de last paper.. And i still cant believe dat de semester is over! *Blink* *blink* eyes, time flies.. So many things happened, and itz gonna be July soon! Hmm.. Excited for new sem though.. Got to force myself to be nerd n bookworm!! Haha! *datz what i say every end of semesters*

For de first time, spent more than 2 hrs in cyber cafe today.. Almost 5 hours!.. n had fun! Usually i’ll b bored to death thr, coz i’m not a comp games gurl like my crazy frens.. Not dat i dun want to, mayb juz hvnt find de rite game? hehe. Playd GunBound though [yah, sad rite?] N flooded Irene & de gang’s emails..

Then went back home before dinner, Jean yeeyee came back! Gosh, ddnt see her since I was.. 11? Glad to see her =) 10 years ady.. Bianca’s so so so happy.. Wish she’s dis happy everyday =) Neway, kaufu came for dinner too.. Out of a sudden, juz feel de hse so crowded recently. Itz always only Me Mum Jas n Kakak.. Now plus Bianca, Aunt, May, Dad at times.. So noisy!! Well, de more de merrier! =) Had durian! n i still can smell durian around.. Haha. Part of me reaallliii wanna go out now!! Itz after examsss!! Argh!! Wanna yumchaaa!

Hmm.. Lookin forward for de camp dis comin sat.. And malacca trip with yh, dean, mike n teetee =) wish anne was ere!! Gonna relax for one whole month!! Haha, n laugh at those evil RMIT people instead! Muahaha *evil laugh* Must must must workout!!! must must must! Gosh, gained so much weight! fat fat fat oh nooo… No junk food!

Shuckzz!!! I missed FRIENDS on tv!! Arghhh!!! 11.20 d!! Ciaoz peeps!

-=z~may=-

I’m sleepy, yet can’t sleep.. Should study, but dun wanna explode my brain cells anymore, I can hear them crying! Exam exam exam… Stayd home whole day facing account books! ~boring~ Felt so tensed up and stressed over so many things, even pimples are popping out on my face ady! Realli need to chill myself down! Cheryl n YH was kind enuf to cheer me up by givin me a surprise visit at nite =) *tx* Went for Mcds to munch munch as usual, our tradition! But still… Mind’s still stuck with exam exam exam.. Accounts 260 n 204.. Cant wait for it to be over!! Ahh! -=STRESSSSS=-!!

Everyone’s coming back next week~! Sis.. Aunt.. Den.. Got a vry strong feeling dat things won’t be easy at all whole of next month.. 1stly.. Family.. Things are so so so complicating.. Realli hope dat evryone will get along.. *pray*pray*pray* But i doubt it.. Things are soo gonna change.. How? Hope history doesn’t repeat ~headache~ So many different thinkin n point of views.. How are things gonna be like? I really dunno…

And everyone’s flyin off next month too! May, Max, Dean, Penny, Chiew Lian, Keni.. Gosh, gonna miss my close buddies.. =( So so much.. =’( No more foosie n gasing kakis.. No more uncle for me to bully, no more uncle to abuse me too.. Haihz.. Neway, Still wish all da best to each of them, hope life will hold the best for them ya..

Hmm.. Wanna look for a job during hols.. Though itz a short period of time.. Or shuld i juz spend time with my sisters n aunt, n juz chill de whole month? But I’m broke! But i wanna spend time with them too! How? Hmm.. Feelin vry crappy already.. Hahaz..

Feel like big heavy burdens on my shoulders recently.. Of everythin.. Worryin over different kinds of things.. Future.. Past.. Crackin my head over things dat I already know the answers to, but juz afraid to face reality.. I’m gonna hv white hair soon..

Hmm.. K, think i shuld go to dreamland now, Or i’ll end up wakin up in de afternoon tmr! Oh no! Muahaha.. I wanna foooosssss!!! Gggrrr… NItez dear diary~!

-=z~may=-

What am I supposed to do
With all these blues
Haunting me, everywhere, no matter what I do
Watching the candle flicker out in the evening glow
I cant let go
When will this night be over
I didn’t mean to fall in love with you
And baby there’s a name for what you put me through
It isn’t love, it’s robbery
I’m sleeping with the ghost of you and me
Seen a lot of broken hearts go sailing by
Phantom ships, lost at sea
And one of them is mine
Raising my glass, I sing a toast to the midnight sky
I wonder why
The stars don’t seem to guide me
I didn’t mean to fall in love with you
And baby there’s a name for what you put me through
It isn’t love, it’s robbery
I’m sleeping with the ghost of you and me
The ghost of you and me
When will it set me free
I hear the voices call
Following footsteps down the hall
Trying to save what’s left of my heart and soul
Watching the candle flicker out in the evening glow
I can’t let go
When will this night be over
I didn’t mean to fall in love with you
And baby there’s a name for what you put me through
It isn’t love, it’s robbery
I’m sleeping with the ghost of you and me

~Love dis song..!~