~Jumbled Up Thoughts II~

*tired*.. Orientation night was a blast =) Carol & gang rocked the night! Gud job babes & dudes! hehe. *proud* Newy, Woohoooo!! Kunakakunakukunaki won! [Our team - Me, Vern Yang, Seow Hui, Kathleen, Christen, Daniel, Galal, Eric] TA-DA!! {EDIT:- How can i leave out the mastermind of the team?! The creator of KUNAKAKUNAKUKUNAKI! The brains of the tribal pack.. Welcome, Mr Matthew Ong!! =P *sorry* Hehe } The games were excellent yet simple..  Victory is ours! Haha.. The most funniest part was the Tribal Feet game, where 7 of us had to squeeze & step on pieces of newspaper.. We discussed & discussed bout stabilizing, strategy, & trying out all type of positions we can think of! Carrying one another.. Like a can of sardines. The guys so sweatyyy!! & when they lift up their arms.. *EEeeuuwww* Hehe! And the prizes are marvelous this sem! Lucky draw includes a PenDrive! Kewl eh? Our first prize, includes a nice black shirt, written "BIG or Small".. Nice! N also a pair of cups, which is One BIG, One Small.. So cute! And! Movie ticketss!! *yippie*! =) Then, went yumcha with the whole big gang.. Daniel, from RMIT was the entertainer for the night, telling sooo many lame jokes, we laughed till i nearly cry..  =)
When i came home.. Sigh~ Jackie messed up the wholeeeee hse, esp the toilet, which i cleaned up sooooo long todayy… *rolling eyes*.. Imagine jumbled up together:- Towels.. With shredded toilet roll.. (lots lots of toilet roll!).. Andddd Dog poooooo…. Anddd.. Soap powder!!! ^&*@%!%@!@ Siigh~~ DISGUSTING! *angry*

K, i shall go Dota with computer now

-=Shandelzare=-

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I’m always too late, I see the train leaving..
I’m always laughing when it’s not cool to smile..
I’m always aiming but somehow keep missing..
So how did you get here?
Something is wrong…
Where did I go right?
How did I get you?
How come all this blue sky is around me?
And you found me…
Where did I go right?
How did I get you?
I don’t know how I did,
But somehow… now I do…
I’m always driving, forget where I’m going..
Should have turned left but I was singing some song..
And I, I am arriving as everyone’s leaving..
But there you are waiting..
Something is wrong…
Makes no sense to me.
No it isn’t clear.
But somehow you’re standing here..
Something gets to me..
It’s that nothing is wrong……..

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*pissed*pissed*pissed*pisssssseddd* That no good rat kak Lina stole my fav, Roxy slippers!!! my birthday present!!! She ran away with it!!! Arghhh!!!! *curse*curse*curse* !@&!@^&$*(@!@!!! I love my slippers! ARGHHH!! *calming down* haihz~ God knows what else she took… Hot topic around my family & relatives now… Ish! *chilling*

Went to airport dis mornin, Jean yeeyee left dy =( Time flies so fast! *blink-blink* eyes, few months dy.. Bianca sure miss her.. Hmm.. Came home, wow! Been ages i ddnt do hse chores.. Cleaned up the whole hse, sooooo tiring.. My gosh.. Straight away *khong* fell asleep after dat..

Then, went to collg to.. hehhehheh.. *evil grin* prepare water balloons for orientation nite! *Muahaha* Yah, I’m actually at the comp lab now.. O.nite is goin on halfway.. Our team name is so cooool! - Kunakakunakukunaki!! Heheh. Matches the Tribal Night theme ma! Hehe.  Played the Tribal Walk juz now, & we got first place..! Haha.. Now, the dinner session is still goin on… So far so gud, proud of the new Board! Lookin forward for more actions coming up! hehe. [Pics from Matt's blog =P ]

<<— Kailash & I playing water under the HOT BLAZING sun!!

<<– Half of CSO’s boardmembers
       Where’s de rest of the family??!

from left: lisa, matt, carol, jennifer, kailash, sam, and yang

Oh yah! Stupid Dota session juz now! Haih~ They tapau us like sheet! 5 on 5.. Random & got errr.. watz the fella’s name.. Neesaj or sumthin like dat.. Rematchhh!!! Ggrrrrr ;P

K, got to run! Bye bye bloggy!

-=Shandelzare=-

2.15pm
Argh! I hate her so much! How dare she.. Yesterday, Mum called Amy (Lina’s sister) to confront her bout Lina’s handphone dat she has been hiding from us all this time. Then, amy gave in, gave us the number.. And to our shock! Itz Jasmine’s old simcard!! !@?&^#%!! She stole from us? Damn it.. THEN.. mum got a msg from LINA! Using Jasmine’s old simcard!.. Saying..

Mummy saye lari karena mummy sendiri punya pasal. Tapi jgn sesekali melibatkan kak & adik &  kawan kawan saye. Karena mereka tak tau ape. Saye lari i lari ikut org lain. Kalau mummy melibatkan adik & kakak saye, kalau terjadi ape dgn mereka, saye pun blh buat ape pun dgn keluarge mummy. Jadi jgn sampai mummy sewena wena terhadap adk & kakak saya.

Is this considered blackmail?? How dare she! We reported to the police again, this time speakin to the Inspector. He was very helpful, & determined to catch them! *hopefully* What is she gonna do huh? Throw eggs to our house? Geez. I loathe her so much. Amy, on the other hand. So hard to believe her, but she say she really doesnt know that Lina would run away.. [Yah, riteee] And the funniest part, she even tried to persuade my mum to give Lina her remainding salary.. My mum said "Can! I’ll pay to the agent, ask her to go collect herself" Hah!! And, Amy even volunteered to work for us! Gosh, what are they thinking?! Sigh~ Also, found love poems in her room, she wrote for a local guy, a construction worker. They’ve been contacting all this time. Apparently they’re in Looovee..  Found our keys on top of her cupboard. Found YH’s Timberland jacket, she kept in her room. No wonder she always lock her door everytime she goes out. That cheeky no good rat..

7.07pm
Haihz~ So stressed out & confused, stupid Lina caused so much troubles to Mum & I. Spent the afternoon with mum running errands, so many things we realized one by one.. So many things turned out to be the other way round.. So many things we never thought she would do! Mum said "Feels like doin a detective’s job" Heehee. Looks can be so deceiving, although you thought you know dat someone so well. So disappointing.. Hv to take extra precaution now… Esp for Jasmine.. If i ever see her, if she ever hands on any of my family or dogs.. I’ll make bakkutteh out of her…!

Hmm.. Anyway, waiting for YH to arrive, mum Yh & i making small BBQ =) yay! Raining whole day today, so cold.. So many things to do.. Homeworks are piling up! *Oh no* K, i shall be a gud girl & do my accounts work.. & my finance work.. & my law work.. *yawn* & maybe a lil’ DOTA =P

-=shandelzare=-

When ppl complained bout their maids at home (stealing, running away, rebellious etc), my family used to say proudly, "All these years, thank God, we never have major maid problems!"…But today… Our so called "dedicated" Kak Lina… ran away… Sigh~ We’re so frustrated! This is what happens when you treat ppl too nice. They climb all over your head & take you for granted.. To make things worse, we treated Kak Lina the nicest compared to other maids, trusted her so much.  Only maid that we renewed. 3 years… Now turned her back on us!

The story…
She was showing lots of attitude problems already, since her elder sister (who’s also a runaway) contact her so very often past few months. And she was so rude to my mum past few days… This morning, mum ddnt go to work, caught her by surprise, asked her to pack & will send her to the agent then & then. [she dared mum to do so in the first place] She panicked. Tried delaying but mum insisted. Then, dis smart ass.. Said she wanna make a phone call to her sister. Fine. Then, said, her sister (Amy) wants to talk to my mum… Amy persuaded mum not to send her to agent.. "Send her to me la, I’ll send her to Johor & let her take a sampan from thr" (in BM).. Haha! she wish! She juz doesnt want to go back Indon la, excuses. While talkin, Lina passed by my mum empty-handed.. Then, mum realized sumthin fishy is going on. Lookin around.. She’s gone! Celaka! Her room.. Everythin gone! And itz impossible to pack in such a short time.. Realized she already packed the night before n wanted to run off that day itself. Right under my mum’s nose!! Argh! How & when she smuggled her bags out, we dont know la..

More surprises...
After doin lots of searchin & thinkin, only figured out the real picture… The day before she left, there was this guy (Raja) who used to be a security guard at KK, was seen talkin to Lina… And when the boss of securityguards confronted that man, he said he was helpin my maid post letters! When we asked Lina, she denied sooo fiercely! Saying NEVER. After she left, we heard that, this Raja guy helped lots of other Indon maids to run away before.. !@?$*!¿#%! Datz why he’s fired. That night, we went to Shah Alam’s police station, n there was also two other families thr whose maids ran away.. The surprising thing.. They’re from Kemuning too! And they’re next door neighbous.. And their maids ran at the same time as ours too!! The policeman said, today REALLY lots of maids ranaway, besides these three. So obvious it’s a syndicate right?!! Irresponsible people! Think they’re having a Runaway Festival or sumthing.. Hope they get caught altogether! Ggrrr….

Itz so frustrating, when all we did all this while was treating her so nice, a part of the family, never leaving her out.. Never discriminating her. Everyone could see dat. So frustrating dat she dared to talk back to my mum.. Denying so many lies dat we finally found out. Lies & deceit. Argh! Shall not let her spoil my day anymore.. Its enuf! Anyway, dad was so paranoid, scared dat Lina will send ppl to attack us! So.. we changed all the padlocks, & dad asked YH to stay over my place! *surprise* *shock* Usually he wouldn’t allow guys to even step foot upstairs.. What more my bed. This time, he invited YH to sleep in my room! Wow! Hmm.. Yah, think sumtimes we really need a "man" at home.. Hehe..

My Day…
After all the hassle… At night - sat back, relaxed.. & enjoyed APPLES!! You read it right, APPLES! Hehe. Not edible ones though. Carol bought some Apple decos which i really really love [i'm apple freak =P ] So, YH Jasmine Mum & I spent whole nite figuring & putting it up for my room..
Ta-Da!! Nice nice? Hehe.. Gonna buy more for Jasmine & mum & make our rooms more colorful! =)
At least these apples brighten up my day..! =) And Jackie.. Dear bathe her today! She smells soo nice! Couldn’t get my hands off her..! She’s getting bigger & bigger everyday… And she’s getting browner & browner too! [Yah, beagles change color as they grow] Noo! I dont want her to growwww.. She’s perfect this size!! Juz right for me to pick her up anytime I want & squish squash her! Hehhehheh.

Wat else.. hmmm… I guess datz all for today! =)

-= retired from dota =-

~~~~~~ HaPpY BirtHdaY Lougong dearie!! ~~~~~~
=) =) =) itz my Dear’s day today! *Muackz!!* Juz came home… So tiring.. Letz start with his Birthday Eve before i met up with him..

Woke up early in de mornin & realize dat Jackie left me lots of "pressies" to clean up, the whole hse in chaos.. [Gosh, still so sleepy after watchin DH from 12-6am!] Groggy & grumpily rushd, & sent Jasmine to piano class. Had less than an hour to go Parade to run some errands for de day..

Then family gathering at Cheras.. Had lunch at this place we often go since bout 10 yrs ago, we call it "Big Fish" restaurant coz of the fish shop opposite.  Its a tradition for us to stop by thr everytime after makan. Loads of laughter & everyone was soo glutty. [I love family gatherings! =) ] .. Fishies, fishies.. Look, HUGE Snapping Turtles!!  
Then went to pay respects to po-po & gong-gong at the Cheras cemetery.. So many beautiful flowers.. Some got quite emotional.. Sigh~ Dis is life.. The thing I too, am most afraid of.. The death of a love one. Think itz the most unbearable feeling of all feelings… So, appreciate the ones you love while you still can..

Then we went for IceKacang hunting! & another series of jokes & laughters *miss* Seldom find really NICE icekacangs anymore.. This is not bad! Plus the HOT HOT weather! *syiok!*

Ere’s part of my Happy Happy Big Family! Look at the new babe in my Aunt Adele (on the right)! She’s only 7 months old =) Due in October.. Can’t wait to welcome her to the Real World!
~by the way, tx Cheryl for letting me steal ur pics evrytime =P ~

Went home to get ready for my date with my dearie! Reali missed him badly =) Juz a normal dinner, wanted to spend time alone with him, knowing we’ll be busy the next day.. So we went to Dome, & the food was quite disappointing, not much choices But the staff there was vry helpful! =) After bloatin up our stomachs, they brought out the IceCream cake i bought for him in advance, & sang Birthday song.. He was so stunned. Hehe. Hoped my dear like it yah [No, must must love it =P ] It was a heart shaped, Cookies & Cream Ice-Cream cake from Baskin Robins.. And we still gobble as much as we can. But we cant! Sooo full! Then, haha.. we called Mike Teetee.. & rusheddddd to find them & let them finish up the half melted cake.. Hehe. So, what else, when we find them? Cant resist saying NO to a round of DOTA! We tapau-ed them again, 3 on 3! *Yippie!* [N'aix Rocks!!] …YH & I then rushed to our next destination.. To our favorite place.. Wanna reach thr by 12am sharp! Itz a high-land, housin area where no one moved in yet, in Puchong.. It has the most BEAUTIFUL view ever… This is the place where he & I got together =) Datz what so special about the place, it meant a lot to us.. =) Spent quite sum time thr, chitchatting & all.. Then went yumchaing with our favorite couple Teetee & Mikey.. Then home..

Today! Woke up, & we went to our one-day trip at Sg Gabai! The gang was - Me, YH, Teetee, Mike, Ronald, Carol, Christen & Eddie. The waterfall is SOO AMAZING & BEAUTIFUL!! *wow, wee, waaa! (jacoon)* Seriously so nice! There’s a flight of steps, damn tiring to reach to the top.. [Carol counted, 350++ steps] The top was so nice, & we immediately jumped in! Water was freezing cold! My teeth was chattering the whole time! Teetee was the clumsy clown of the trip, fell three times altogether. *HAHA* So bodoh =P Relaxed, had watersplash fight.. Christen was the most annoying one, everyone esp Ron felt like throwing him to the bottom of the waterfall! Hehe. We juz lazed around, on the rocks.. Felt like OGAWA massage chair when the water pressure hit our backs.. Then there’s this spot, where the the rocks are juz nice for a longgg slide.. People were taking turns to slide off and plunged into the deeper pool! And we, wouldn’t miss such fun of coz! All types of stunts came out.. Even went down the slide 7 of us together! Haha, ended up burying Carol underwater coz we all stepped on her.. *Muahaha!* When we were finally satisfied.. We left the place at last.. And lepaked at Carol’s place… Chilling out was so nice, when we were sooo exhausted & cold.. Think all of us slept thr. When we woke up was already 8.. Ron & Ed left, so the 6 of us went to Yulek for dinner! *Yummy* So nice! Missed the environment & the food thr! A stretch of hawker stalls.. We had chicken rice & tong sui *bloated* Then we all finally went home..

Yup, my Dearie’s days.. Big boy liao, got key to freedom dy huh? Not much difference to him anyway Newy, am soooo tired, after the long day.. Shall go get my beauty sleep now! Again, Happy Birthday Dear.. Love you loads, love you tonnes! Hugs, kisses, squeezes, smooches! *bite*bite* =) Zzzzz…zzz…zz……z……..

–== Hanyzgurl ==–

*Cough cough cough* The haze! My gosh.. Made the days so much gloomier & dead.. =( Environment so different.. Reached API - 430 in Shah Alam! Curse those Indonesian tree burners!!! Cant imagine how is it in Indon, when ere already is so bad! What’s happening to the world? It was even raining Ice few days ago! HaiL! =D Good thing or bad? Was so fascinated though! Happened when Dear & I was goin home, and then, it was falling small white rocks from the sky! There was ice all over the road.. =) 1st time witnessing! Jacoon? Symptoms of end of the world *gasp*… Newy, it was declared emergency holiday from yesterday..

Talkin bout yesterday.. Played Dota after bout a week from it! *oh no* Really wanted to stop, Teetee forced me into playin.. Used N’aix, this life stealing monster.. Which was simple & powerful! Love it, haha! So many mega double kills, i tapau-ed Mike & Teetee *muahaha* with the highest kills! Tx to my Dear, of course. Hehe. Then, had dinner with Dear’s family for the first time =) -nervous, relieved- It was okay.. His family’s nice =) Then watched Bewitched at night along with Teetee Mike & Christen.. I love dat show! =)

Today, mum’s working from home coz of the haze [yah, right] but she’s in her room, sleeping i guess.. Haha, work konon hor.. And I again, watchin DH, dloaded so many episodes! Cant finish watchin them =P K, juz wanted to scribble sumthin ere.. Back to my show! Cheers~

…from ~Desperate Housewives~ again…
We’re all searching for someone…
That special person who will provide us what’s missing in our lives…
Someone who can offer companionship,
Or assistance,
Or security…
And sometimes if we search very hard,
we can find someone who provides us… With all three..
Yes, we’re all searching for someone.
And if we can’t find them,
We can only pray, that they find us.

Dear, glad we’ve found each other… I love you!

Went to Bianca’s birthday party today at PJ’s A&W.. HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY to our Beloved BIANCA!! =) Only lasted 2 hours though.. And, A&W suckz..! Both the service & food.. [disapponting].. I shall be a lazy bum & steal from Cheryl’s blog again, muahaha… Click here to view pics & to know how lousy A&W’s birthday parties can be ;P Neway, glad to see those small rascals so happy & TALL already! Time flies.. So used to them being SO short, how i wish they wouldn’t grow, stay dat size! [evil]… Love all my cousins so muchie! See them dance & laugh & do mischevious things, miss those times when we were kids! Heehee. Had a great time… glad most of them were thr Well, dis is the most exciting part of my day! Nothin much, so Ciaoz!

…from ~Desperate Housewives~…

Trust is a fragile thing…
Once earned, it affords us tremendous freedom…
But once trust is lost, it can be impossible to recover…
Of course the truth is, we never know who we can trust…
Those who’re closest to you can betray us…
And total strangers can come to our rescue…
In the end, most people decide to trust only themselves…
It really is the simplest way, to keep from getting burned...

-=shandelzare=- reported in’

I’m crazy about Desperate Housewives..! But itz so hard to download.. Using "Imesh" instead of Kazaa, & evrytime thr’s so lil’ searches.. Argh *geram*.. Spent whole evenin watchin de episodes, but thr’s no full Season 1! *ish*ish* Love Eva Longoria.. she’s so HOT! =P And i love the narrations at the end of every episode… Made it very general to fit de episodes, yet meaningful… Ere’s one of my favs… [yah.. yah.. i copied it down]

It’s impossible to grasp just how powerful love is…
It can sustain us through trying times…
Or motivate us to make extraordinary sacrifices…
It can force decent men to commit the darkest deeds…
Or compel ordinary women to search for hidden truths…
And long after we’re gone, love remains… burned into our memories…
We all search for love, but some of us…
After we found it, wish we hadn’t…

Realized one of the best way to move on in love is to finally be decisive, to be table to calm your soul & know what u want… Though itz sumtimes hard to do it.. Life goes on… Glad i’ve found mine… finally. *hugz to dear* =) Dear coming soon… Goin subg later to meet up with the rest… Dota? Hehehe.. Maybe.. Nah, think will catch up with my dear friend Eric! Or maybe goin to Ed’s hse to have drinkin sessions since we have extra bottles left.. [Ooo, dat sounds fun].. Or maybe go catch a midnight movie.. Hmm, I miss Teetee, shall go pounce on her later.. Oh yah, note to May:- Sorry babe..! Guess my self-control & determination is reali not high at all!!  =P Broke our bet! [shuckz!] But no worries, it was juz one day.. Promise no more! Heeheehee.. [fingers crossed]

Ciaoz!

>>2:34 am — ended up watchin a Thai movie called, "Six".. With Dear, Joe, & Wei Shan.. Kinda boring at first, but in the end, think i dropped my heart at the cinema.. Heehee..

-=shandelzare=-

*Yawn* [bored] … In Lab class now, with MISS TERRI.. Sigh, my 2nd sem with her.. Well, think she’s better now compared to the last subject (Acc 204 -killer-) .. Cant wait for one more hour.. Goin SHOPPING with Carol Matthew & Kailash later *Yayy* Probably, Chinatown? Newy.. Been notty in class, checked emails while she was teachin =P I cant help it! My eyelids weigh like a kg..

Is your birthday day 28 of the month?
Your Life
You are a capable person but you usually underestimate your own ability.
This is the cause of missing numbers of opportunity to step forward. If you
try to give yourself a chance, you can be successful in life. Try to see
things on the bright side and you will be happier than ever.
Your Love
You are quite unlucky in love. The one in your arm is not the one in your
heart. Your love has so many ups and downs. You often chicken out before
seeing any progress in love.

True? Juz sumthin i got from Iris.. Nah, dun really believe in these horoscopes.. Well certain one only la.. Geez I’m hungry [as usual =P ].. Wanna eat Sizzling Pan Apple Crumble from Swensens.. Sticky Chewy Chocolate.. *nyamnyam*.. Hehe.. K, 15 minutes break is over! Back to boring MYOB Accounting stuff….. *dozes off to dreamworld*

-=Shandelzare=- at class…

Guess mine is not the first heart broken… My eyes are not the first to cry… I’m not the first to know, there’s just no getting over you… You know i’m just a fool who’s willing to sit around and wait for you… But, baby, can’t you see, there’s nothing else for me to do? I’m hopelessly devoted to you… But now there’s nowhere to hide, since you pushed my love aside… I’m out of my head… Hopelessly devoted to you… My head is saying, "Fool, forget him"… My heart is saying, "Don’t let go. Hold on till the end"… And that’s what i intend to do… I’m hopelessly devoted to you…

–>> Heard it on TV juz now. Love dis song & itz lyrics.. From "Grease" de movie.. I love de show so much, think I watched it more than 20 times few years back
[Geez.. think i posted more lyrics than blogging ere =P Cant help it! Music inspires me ]