Archive for September, 2005

Restless

Friday, September 30th, 2005

I’m so wide awake! And so bored..
Dis is what happens if you nap too much in the afternoon..
Dear’s sleepin like a piggy downstairs.. Don wanna on the tv, disturb him..
Newy, i finished the whole Season 2 of
Nip/Tuck today! I LOVE LOVE LOVE that show..
Gruesome, unpredictable & erotic show.. The ending is so..
*ish**ish**ish*..!!
Cant wait for Season 3! Did the serial rapist harm leading actor macho
Christian Troy? Addictive show.. Cant wait cant wait!
Feel musical now…

Wang Lee Hom
Wei Yi

Wo de tian kong duo mo de qing xi
tou ming de cheng luo shi guo qu de kong qi
qian zhe wo de shou shi ni dan ni de xiao rong que kan bu qi

shi fou yi ge xing xing bian le xing
chong qian de yuan wang ye quan dou gei pao qi
zhiu jing wowu fa hu xi lian zhi ji de ying zhi dou xiang tao bi

Baby ni jiu shi wo de wei yi liang ge shi jie dou bian xing
hui qi tan he rong yi
que ding ni jiu shi wo de wei yi du zhi dui zhe dian hua shuo wo ai ni
wo zhen de ai ni
Baby wo yi bu neng duo ai ni yi xie

shi fou yi ge xing xing bian le xing
chong qian de yuan wang ye quan dou gei pao qi
zhiu jing wowu fa hu xi lian zhi ji de ying zhi dou xiang tao bi

qi shi zao yi guo le ai de shi xian

-= MeMoRieS =-

Frenz & Family..

Thursday, September 29th, 2005

Wee!! Ate so much, two days in a row.. But yummy! Had to jot it down..

Yesterday
Excitedly, met up with Amanda, ChunShung, PhikJIn & Yvonne yesterday in KLCC..
After months of not seeing them! Yah, distance really makes the heart goes fonder..
So wanna hug & cuddle each n every one of them & not let go..!!
Oh yah! Had crazy ice-cream craving, so went to grab icecream before settling down..
Spent 10 bucks on
NewZealand Natural IceCream = Hazelnut Crunch & Rum n Raisin, Excellente!
Neway, we sat down from 4pm onwards, went to
Chillies..
My goodness.. When gurls catch up, we REALLY REALLY catch up! Hehee..
Can you believe it? We talked non-stop from 4pm - 10.30 pm! =D
And we ddnt even feel bored, was like "Huh?! Why does time fly so fast?!"
Guess I really really really miss them like madness..
Of coz, busy
Yvonne only joined us for an hour during her break & had to go back to work..
While
ChunShung, our juz promoted Assistant Production Manager came after work *proud*
Had dinner, ordered "
Lamb Shoulder" which was quite disappointing =(
Lamb is always my 1st choice when it comes to Western food, but this..
*Eeeeuww*
IceLemonTea was refillable whole night long though!
Really laughed my ass off whole night, miss each of them & their characters so much..
Talked about almost EVERYTHIN! All the things we’ve missed out..
Gossips, complaints, updates, family, boyfrens, feelings, pasts, future plans, etc..
Oh, best part!
Irene called!! And all of us talked to her.. Felt like full gathering =D
Cant wait till December comes, when its family-reunion! N we’ll go trips & soo many plans together!

Guys, really really really happy when it comes to the 5 of you..
No other friends can ever make me feel this way like you mooks..
I don’t really say the word "forever" often, whether it is in relationship wise, or friendship wise..
Coz i know most of it will end.
But when it comes to you guys, I really mean it when I say, Friendship Forever.
Next year, besides my family, you five are the people I’m gonna miss most in my list.. But i have faith & trust in all of us…
Really really is a blessing God gave you monkeys to me.. =)
7 years of friendship & still counting..
*Hugz*

TodaY!
Bathe my kiddos today.. Then got ready.. for..

28th September 1980.. The day John & Judy got married..!
Yup yup, nothin better I can ever wish for, than a happy family..
Surprised mum at her office today, haha! She jumped & screamed when we popped out..
Dad was excited too, got her a dozen of pink roses &
Toffee Banana cake..
& we celebrated their
25th Anniversary in The Ship..
Too bad May wasnt here, or it’ll be Perfect..
Newy, service thr was so good! Ooooo.. we had
Escargos! for appetizers!
At first I was like,
*eeeuuwww* But then, I was like *Yummmm!* Hahaa..
I had
Mango & Prawn cocktail, Fuiyohh! damn fresh huge & nice..
They had soup -
onion, chicken & also Sri Lanka Crab soup
Main courses, i had
Grill Sirloin Steak.. Excellente!
Mum & dad said mine was the best! I agree!
So tender, delicious & juicy..!
And my fav,
baked potato! With sourcreme dressing n bacons.. Slurp~
Jasmine had sumthin similar, but her’s was
Rib-Eye Steak, cooked 80%.. quite tough though..
Mum’s sumthin err…
Black coil fish.. Sumthin like that…
She always order fishhh..
*Eeeee*…….
Dad -
Carpetbag Steak & YH Dear had Mixed Grill
The lady serving us was very nice, served us the cake & made her staff sang song for us..
So cute.. they were singing in HappyBirthday tune.. "Happy Anniversary"..
When out of a sudden, one of the staff sang out loudly Happy Birthday.. Haha..

"Happy Anniversary, Happy Anniversary,
Happy Anniversary…. To John & Judy"

Hey, it rhymes! Haha..
Newy, seeing them so loving & strong after 25 years..
Felt so blessed that I’m borned in a happy family..
Parents are only one. None other.
Marriage is not easy. It nvr is. Even mum & dad said so.
They came so far, after lots lots lots of loyalty, love, honesty, trust..
And most importantly, according to them, Compromising.
If I were to get married next time, I’ll be thankful enuf if my future husband’s just like my dad..
I think they both, are the best father, mother I could ever ask for.. & also best husband and wife..
Despite all the fightings, arguings & etc at times.. Its juz, normal!
Love makes the world go round =)

-= zmay =-

Love…

Monday, September 26th, 2005

Here’s to everyone who’s been in love, in love and recuperating from love..


Learn
to love the people who are with you at present. Forget the people in
the past and thank them for hurting you, which led you to love the
people you have right now.

When you love someone, you’ll do
crazy things you can’t explain, you’ll deny the truth and believe in
lies. When you love someone, you sacrifice, give everything you’ve got
and don’t think twice.

Everything
in life is temporary because everything changes. That is why it takes
courage to love, knowing it might end anytime, having faith will make
it last.

Love is the feeling we fall in and out of, and every
time we fall off, we learn to hold on tighter, hoping that next time,
we may never have to let go.

They say when love knocks at your
door, open it. But do you know that sometimes love enters through the
back door and before you begin to notice it, it’s on it’s way out.

Have you ever loved only to let it go?
Have you ever hated someone and loved him so?
Have you ever missed someone so bad it made you cry?
Have you ever seen someone left alone without knowing why?

Lucky is the man who wins the first love of a woman but luckier is the woman who wins the last love of a man.

If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your
heart, forgive them for they have helped you learn about trust and the
importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart.

A love
is easy to feel, so hard to explain; so easy to get, so hard to let go;
so easy to spell, so hard to define; and yet everyone is still taking
the risk.

We are all a little weird and life’s a little weird,
and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we
join up with them and fall in love in mutual weirdness and call it Love.

Never
be afraid to fall in love. It may hurt a lot, it may give you aches and
pain, but if you don’t follow your heart, in the end you will cry even
more for not giving love a chance.

The
past is meant to be used as a tool for the future. Bad experiences
indeed make you bitter but the lessons learned should make you better.

It hurts to see someone you love happy with somebody else; but wouldn’t it hurt you more to see that person unhappy with you?

When
you find arms that will hold you at your weakest, eyes that will see
you at your ugliest, lips that will kiss you in both instances, and a
heart that will love you at your worst, then you have found true love.

Someday, someone might come into your life and love you in a way you always wanted…

~from Matt’s page~

   
   

Leadership Camp 3!

Monday, September 26th, 2005

Another memorable trip to remember! Yup, Leadership Camp 3!! Yet again, had a hell good time! =D [Pics coming soon]

1st Day
Gathered at college by 8, and hmm.. guess what’s the thing guys are most worried about? Lack of ciggies la of coz.. Ekeke.. Some of them topup juz enuf for the 2days, and off to the bus we go! Evryone was excited, happily, hippily, bouncing around in the bus.. With Carol’s high pitch voice chanting once in a while throughout the whole journey.. "Are we thr yet? Are we thr yet? Are we thr yet?"..

YiPPie! We ddnt have to cramp in one bungalow only dis time, after some confusion, we had another bungalow for free! And itz both double storeys.. So we had 8 rooms altogether, 24students + 4staff.. So much space! And thr’s a swing and see-saw for us to hang out too.. After settling down, (my roomies: Lisa & Jen), we got ready for the 1st session.. Divided into three groups, 8 per group. Our team is "Worms" [Yah yah, i know u'll be like, "What? Cacing?".. Wait till u hear the another two..] Hehe, letz test my memory..

Team A [Okay la] - Wei Jin, Lisa, Sean, Tze Min, Kailash, Vydia, Dektos & Desmond
Team B [Can Also] - Matthew, Eddie, Carol, Jason, Nicholas, Seow Hui, Ivy & Nick
Team C [Worms] - Daniel, Christen, Ronald, Gavin, Jen, Ashwini, Eugene & Sam

Not forgettin
Anita, Prem, Wiona & special guest, Andrew..

Dis time, each team welcomed their special member to babysit, Mr/Ms Eggy! Yup, each team is given 100 points, and if the eggie breaks, we’ll  be minus-ed points! It’s treated like part of the family with a soul, to sleep with it, hv sessions with it, lunch dinner breakfast with it, n to include it in everythin we do! [yah, kinda mafarn fella].. Anyway! Names of the eggies are - Foxy, PremKumari & Larvae.. =)

After lunch [the food this camp was delicious btw!] we had an advertisement briefin by Andrew, and we were suppose to come up with brilliant ideas for a local company - SD enterprise. [duh, who doesnt know wat it stands for?] Newy, it was so hilarious, the tv commercial, acting & posters.. Within such a short time.. And the outcomes were great! Ours were based on local animals, with Daniel’s wonderful comical drawings.. N us acting as Orang Utan, Tapir, Sang Kancil & Horn Bill, and a addictive theme song! The other teams, OK la focused on seasonal fruits, with TzeMin & Sean acting as the cute funny couple.. And Can Also were more hmm.. Sexual appealing.. Daring teens to try their drinks with their tag line "Are you a pussy?" Results out at night *wink*

Beach time! Think dis is the best part.. Advise: If ever wanna play games with popping balloons, DO NOT buy high quality ones.. Yah, we were suppose to throw water balloons in order to win, but no matter how hard we threw, grab, squish, squash, bang, they wouldnt burst!!Dsc01235 Kinda lame game la, but so damn funny! Tears rolled down my cheeks from laughing.. All our true color n violence came out to burst those balloons.. Ssshhh! Daniel took sharp stones to..*heehee*.. N we had to throw them at walls.. The fun part was losers were forced to go till waist-deep to the sea, n do stunts according to the ones on shore.. Should see the look on their faces when they start to somersault, n wriggle their butts.. Hahaha!

Then, waterfight!! Carryin one another on the shoulders in de sea, yah, was damn fun.. Meanie Matthew was a very notty boy throughout the whole camp to me, *hmph*.. First thing he did was pushed me off Kailash’s shoulder, when we were juz about to attack Ronald & Jen.. Hahaha.. Then 20+ of us playd Monkey.. So cute la they all =D Oh not forgetting Banana Boat! My first time! I was excited, scared at first..! Reminded me a lot of Jet ski.. It was darn nice when we flew off the boat! Hahaha.. First round, Daniel was threw off far away coz he didn’t wanna let go of the banana although it was already overturned.. haha.. 2nd time, Kailash was left all alone far far away, should hv juz left him thr =P

After all wet n tired, cleaned up & so glad dat dinner is already served by the other teams, esp Dsc01292our BBQ-chef, Sean.. See, he’s so happy to be at the pit.. He’s cooking was sooo gud! Lamb, chicken wings, potato salad, corn *eeuww*, mixed vegie, sausages & watermelon.. While on that, we had the ‘Knowing Me Knowing You‘ thing again.. Where we were all paired up, n had to get to know our ‘Buddy‘ better throughout the camp.. My buddy was Joker-Daniel.. He’s.. A very extraordinary guy i must say.. Bright strong minded happy person =)

The next session was one of the highlights.. The Sketches again.. Once again, the staff did a terrific job! [Recall their last semester's silent drama? N not forgettin the bus-stop scene, where Anita stucked the chewin gum under her sit and also drunken Mike ;) ] Dis time, was a scene in the cinema.. Prem & Wiona, a couple sitted separately who constantly passed their messages, smooches, drinks & popcorns [which the rest gobbled it up while passing], & callin honey, bunny, sweetheart stuff.. Andrew, being in the middle, was a guy who was tryin so hard to enjy the show, but can’t coz he was so macho! Ronald, the aqua was touchin n seducing him, and also Anita, fuuiiyoh!! Christen quoted, "Anita, u make such a terrific Bitch la" hhahaaa! Yah, she was dis miang manja cute gal, seducin Andrew too.. *Applause* *Applause* Fantastic!

Our teams were given 15 mins to brainstorm & show what we’ve got.. This time, we Worms got "Night Club Scene".. the practices were much better than the outcome i tell u! Daniel was so musical.. So funny..! But think we blanked out after dat =P The story, with Ron being the musical narrator.. Christen & Daniel were gud frens.. One day met a girl at a club, & fighted for her.. Sadly to say, I was dat girl, who they pushed n danced n pulled around, n in the end, accidentally hit me with a tomato sauce bottle, n I died in supposedly-Jennifer’s arms.. Heehee.. Had fun though.. Missed last sem’s Petaling Street Scene, Carol & I being aunties.. And we won! Heehee..

Next was Can Also.. "Classroom scene".. With Eddie in the gang, they copyright again la! Juz like last sem! [Hehe, last sem, I was in his gang too, n we imitated Sean..] This time, I know how Sean felt, when they copy exactly how WORMS team worked!! Haha, they were so observant, acting our advertisement scenes earlier dat afternoon.. Every single detail! The music, the actions, our many mistakes.. Hahaahaa.. So cute people..

Then! Okay La.. They were excellent! their scene was "Meet-the-Parents".. WeiJin was sooo naturally talented funny! Him, bein the son-in-law, n Lisahan the daughter.. where her true ggrgrrr tigress actions displayed.. Sean the father, was terrific, he ddnt really have to act, coz he’s like dat anyway! *muahaha*.. I think Kailash made the whole crowd cramp in the stomachs.. He acted as the silent aqua maid.. But when he speaks, my gawd! HAHHAHAHAHAA!!! "Apa-apa sajalah.." *blush*.. Datz his trademark now =P

Then, the staff did it again! A Classroom scene also.. With Anita being a pregnant lady, Wiona a typical girly girly girl, Prem a nerd, and Andrew, a not-so-enthusiastic student obsessed bout his girlfren.. Anita then gave birth in class.. But! The rest ran off after seeing wat she has left behind.. Yup, it was a false alarm.. All that came out was juz.. Hmm.. Lets juz say she needed toilet rolls.. Hahaha!

The next 5 mins was wat we’ve all been waitin for.. The Oscars! And the press & tv commercial award goes to…. Us, Worms! Yippie! I ddnt expect it of coz, but hv to admit, it was a very jolly commercial =) .. The sketches, Ok la won, they were good! They deserve it la.. It was so exciting when Anita announced to nominees for best actors & actresses.. Sean & Lisa won, like Father like Daughter? Haha..

The next session was the touchin emotional part again.. Affirmation! Though itz for the 3rd time, itz always nice to hear what others know & think about u & have the chance to tell ppl how much u appreciate them in many different ways too.. How often do we open up to ppl anyway? As in, ppl even not close to you.. This time it was different, only had affirmations among the team members..  Then, like the 1st Leadership camp, had papers pasted at our backs for the rest to scribble.. When they affirmed me, felt so nice & felt their sincerity.. This time hearing it felt different from the previous camps.. Sometimes, at these sort of things, only will I realize what or how i really am.. Other ppl pointing it out at you. And itz a great feelin to know dat the ppl around me felt dat way about me, n appreciate my presence.. Yah, I agree that, giving feels a hundred times more than receiving. So surprisingly.. They were about to finish with my part, when Ronald came in & gave his comments. Christen said, "Do you realize what Ronald said was exactly what we said, though Ron wasnt here when the rest commented? Means wat we all said is true!" Hmm.. Think dis session made not only me, but all of us feel at least a little more comfortable & happier throughout the trip..!

In the mid of affirmation, came the traditional birthday surprise thing! Gavin, Eddie & Jason  (the birthday boys) were asked to help out with the car outside, while our most ever sporting guy Ronald, dressed up as a girl n hid in a box!! My gosh! [Pictures soon - MUST see!] And they get birthday kisses too! From Ronald of course =P

After all the scribbling on the backs, it was chillin’ time.. Sean went back to his pit n started fire again.. Some ate nonstop.. Some relaxed.. And I joined them playin futsal .. [Love futsal eversince the tournament last sem!] Kickin kickin balls.. This Mischevious Matthew strikes again.. ~~Kick~~Ball flew~No time~Bammm!!!~~ **Ouuuuchhhhh* ~Chest super pain~.. Matt, u owe me one! Remember! =P Then, Ron & I pulled out sleepin mats & stared up at the sky chit-chatting.. Expectedly, one by one came then.. hehe.. It was coolin & nice.. Went up to bathe.. After dat, wantd to go out again but dang! They locked the doors ady.. But so wide-awake! So, Carol & I barged into the guys’ room *heehee* Eddie, Sean, Kailash, Prem, Ron, Carol & I, chitchatted, about *ahem*.. Haha, nothin much la.. Then felt the sleepiness already so, finally went to Zzzzzzz…………….

2nd Day
Woken up early by Jennifer, who horrifyingly scary standin in front of me.. Haha.. [kidding, girl] Gud thing, so I jumped up straight.. No electricity since mid-night, [but i was freezing still], so we had to prepare breakfast in the other house.. Our beloved Chef Sean, finished up the butter.. So there goes our French Toast.. Actually, gud thing too.. Saved a lot of work =P We gobbled up & got ready for the next session.. Everyone’s still in their grumpy sleepy groggy mood.. *teehee*

Then we had an outdoor session.. Where the team leader stood on 4-storey high chair, facing us backwards.. And we had to catch him when he falls.. Thank God Daniel & Gavin are light.. To test their trust for us =) Next was, 7 chairs lined up in a row, six of us had to stand on it.. With the middle one empty, we had to switch the three-persons to the other side.. Blindfolded. Then we had leadership expressing sessions, what we’ve learnt from those exercises etc.. [Heck, itz a Leadership Camp afterall isnt it? =) ] Then, Anita asked us few old retired ones to relate our past stories back here in Metro - Me, Carol, Daniel, Christen & Sean.. Anita was so nice, called out those who’re goin offshore next sem to stand out.. And say bye & thanks to what we’ve contributed.. *touched* Sigh~ Sooo gonna miss & be jealous of the next Leadership Camp 4..!

Next! Never can have a better ending.. Remember our eggies? Yah, after all our hard determination to keep it alive! The staffs have no heart! Played this game, where all the members have to line up, quite far apart.. And pass Mr/Ms Eggie to the end.. For each person u manage to reach, the less points they’ll minus.. And, itz done blindfolded! Datz not the worst part.. We have to hold Mr/Ms eggie with hands openly, not clutchin or bendin our palms at all! AND, the other two teams, get to attack us with wet sponges, newspapers, n craps! *Sigh* Poor Larvae =( Our team went first, think Dsc02593_640x480Ronald was too big size, quite intimidating *haha* they ddnt manage to break Eggie.. Passed it to me, I was 2nd, and again! Matthew! *Paap* Larvae gone! *sad* But u had to see how was everyone’s reaction to it.. Hahahaah!! So worth it.. Every Worm was like.. "Matthew!!! You’re SOOO gonna get it!!" Kakakaa.. Yup, the price to pay.. Silly him, was the first person in line for his team.. And expected, evryone ganged up on him.. Poor him, was EVERYONE’S target!! Haha.. 1, 2, 3, Start! **Paap!!** Ronald revenged for us.. Hooray! Muahaha! Lastly, Ok la was the hahaha group la.. Silly Sean, was so terrified, hands n legs trembling, RAN, DASHED towards WeiJin, &…. Dropped his eggie himself! HAHAHHAHAHA! Can he get any more sillier than that? We ddnt even have to attack him.. Hahaah! ByeBye Eggies..

Then, chilled with Icecream, group pictures n all.. and jumped off to the bus.. Sang songs, with Matt & Dektos playin the guitar.. And this time,no more Carol’s annoying chant, but she & Christen’s chewing gums go "tok tok tok tok tok"….

Yup, dis is it.. My last Leadership Camp.. Memories in Metro is the best thing ever.. Four years ere so far, sweet sour bitter happy moments.. Highlights of my college life.. Leadership Camps are also those where bondings began.. Really really love all my frenz who made a difference in my college life so far.. Thank you Student Dept, gave me strength & memories that’ll last me a lifetime! =)

17048025441896lEre’s a temporary one, know its kinda blur.. Will update some more when i get them from Prem’s comp.. Wow.. Longest post so far!


-= z~may =-

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Thursday, September 22nd, 2005

YIPPIE!! HOLS are ere!! Muahaha!! Finished assignment! *jumping for joy*
At Inferno now, waiting for Eric, and what else! Dota 2 v 2! *EviL*
Neway, checked my forwarded mails juz now, and ere’s two advertisements for your entertainment.. [cute!] Love the first and second ones especially.. Cheerful & demolish hatred! =)

EVIAN MINERAL WATER "WATERBOY"
HONDA DIESEL "GRRR"
VALIO YOGHURT "VALIO YOGHURT FOR A LONGER LIFE"

CHARAL MEAT "THE RACE"


Lyrics –>> Ggrrr…

Here’s a song for anyone
who’s ever hated…
in the key of Grrr…

Can hate be good? Can hate be great?
Can hate be good? Can hate be great?
Can hate be something we don’t hate?

We’d like to know… why it is so.
That certain disels must be slow
and thwack and thrum… and pong
and hum and clatter-clat

Hate something. Change something.
Hate something, change something,
make something better-r-r-r

Ohh isn’t it just bliss… when a diesel goes like this?

Hate something. Change something.
Hate something, change something,
make something better-r-r-r…

La la la la…. Dota time!!
[on -vefulz- behalf] =)

-= z~may =- 

ChitChatChittery

Wednesday, September 21st, 2005

YippiE!!! Exam’s are over =D … Stress *Poof* [disappeared]..
One more Assignment to go though.. Faster get it over & done with!
Then
Break Break Break! Yippie yay yay yay!..
Already feels like holiday since no classes these few days, haha!
Lookin forward to the 3rd Leadership Camp this Saturday =) Yup yup, i’m in ady! Weehee!
But =( Sadly, this time all the familiar faces all gone ady =(

[Pics from the 2 previous camps..]
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Reali hope they’re there too =( -
Dear, Teetee, Mike, May, Dean, Max, Eric, Tisha, Chiew Lian etc..
But we cant dominate all the time, right? =P  Letz meet up with new fun ppl!
*hopefully*
Will update u retired ppl how was it la ya
 *teehee*

Did i mention we visited Baby Asia? Yah yah we did! And, Oh My Gawd, she’s SOO beautiful!!
Her cute round BLACK eyess.. Deep double-eye lids.. Small fingers & toes.. Juz culdnt get enuf of her!!
And baby smell is the BEST!
*Aahhh, melts* Her soft soft hair, her adorable cries..
EEEeeyerr.. Didnt wanna gif AdeleYeeyee back when i was carryin her..
Wanna cuddle snuggle & huggggg her… Till she remembers me for the rest of her life
*muahaha*
Think i’m mad over babies.. Gonna be so obsess with my own kids next time till i squeeze them too tight
*uh-oohhh* =P

Oh! Gud news, my Dear got the job!! Yippie! UOB Bank in O.U.G.. =)
Dunno how izzit gonna be like, tough? Hope all will be okay..
Noe gonna spend less time with him though =( But, for his best lor..
Hope not so stressful la! =)
What else.. Aha! Dad taking off his last braces today =) Finally~
Hmm.. Aha!
*heeeeheeeeheeeeee* Won Dota twice after soooooo long not touchin dat game =P
Beat Teetee & Mike, then Teetee & Chris! Haha, Victory feels so good =P
Know how frustrating isit when u ddnt play for a long time, then they ‘bungkus’ u like mad? Eekekee.. Surprisingly dat ddnt happen past two days =P

DOTA DOTA DOTA DOTA DOTA DOTA... is an EviLLL Gamee… Money Killer Time Killer but good for the heart pumping =P

K, shall go pounce on Dear now.. And back to Assignments.. Byebye Ppl!
Miss my frenz like crazeee!!!! =(

-= Shandelzare =-

Thursday, September 15th, 2005

Tired~ Exhausted~ Hot hot, sweaty hot~~~!!

Chillin time, hv to study finance portfolio, exam dis monday =( those who knows dis subject, knows how horrible dis paper is huh? Dun understand a single thing, like arabian language only…

So watz new?

Jasmine bought me my early birthday gift, haha! She’s so sweet =) *touched*
She wrapped it up nicely, a pair of earrings & a necklace.. I was so surprised.. Hehe.
[dun care gurl, u still owe me one in dec] =P

Yesterday, whoa! Had bbq again.. Had sooo many bbqs past few months, as in, among the small family only la.. Tx to who? My darling lougong la.. Dunno why, loves to bbq so much.. Flameboy ;)
Ate soooo much! again.
*slurp~* yummy.. Shuckz.. Yah yah, i know, dieting soon! One day la =P

Errr… oopzzz… Forgot about the redbean boiling in the kitchen.. SHEEETTT… Mum’s gonna killllll me!!! All burnt =( Oh no.. how now brown cow.. die die die.. =P Was busy eating bakkutteh.. hehehe…

K, gonna clean up the mess i made.. Sigh~

-= Not-a-kitchen-girL =-

Burn

Wednesday, September 14th, 2005

I don’t understand why..
See, it’s burnin’ me to hold onto this..
I know this is somethin’ I gotta do.. but that don’t mean I want to.
What I’m tryin’ to say is that, I love you.
I just… I feel like this is comin’ to an end..
And it’s better for me to let it go now…
Than hold on and hurt you..
I gotta let it burn..

It’s gonna burn for me to say this, but it’s comin from my heart.
It’s been a long time comin’,
But we done been fell apart..
Really wanna work this out, but I don’t think you’re gonna change
I do, but you don’t, think it’s best we go our separate ways

Tell me why I should stay in this relationship?
When I’m hurtin’, baby… I ain’t happy, baby…
Plus there’s so many other things I gotta deal with..
I think that you should let it burn…

When the feelin’ ain’t the same and your body don’t want to,
But you know gotta let it go…
‘Cause the party ain’t jumpin’ like it used to, even though this might hurt you
Let it burn… Let it burn… Gotta let it burn……

Deep down you know it’s best for yourself,
but you hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it’s over…
We know that it’s through
Let it burn… Let it burn… Gotta let it burn……

Sendin’ pages I ain’t supposed to…
Got somebody here but I want you…
‘Cause the feelin ain’t the same…
Find myself callin’ her your name…
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It’s the way I feel, I know I made a mistake…
Now it’s too late, I know she ain’t comin’ back…

What I gotta do now to get my Shorty back?
Man, I don’t know what I’m gonna do without my Boo…
You’ve been gone for too long…
It’s been fifty-leven days, um-teen hours,
I’mma be burnin’ till you return…

I’m twisted ’cause one side of me is tellin’ me that I need to move on
On the other side, I wanna break down and cry..

So many days, so many hours, I’m still burnin’ till you return..

-= z~may =-

Hot Hot Hot

Wednesday, September 14th, 2005

BLAZINGG HOTT WEATHERR!!! Madness! Itz krazee i tell u, CRAZY!!
The sun hates us, i think.. Burnin heat into our BONES everyday
 *sizzles*..
Whatz happening to the world today?!!

Renewed passport today, finally! [thank u dear]..
Had steamboat at Summit, went just for aircond! Sooo full!
They say couples get fatter everyday, itz so true..
Nothin else better to do than
EAT EAT EAT EAT EAT..
Nooo.. Dear u make me fatter n fatter..
Oh yah, i got a meannn boyfriend.. Always calls me bad names =(
Told him from now onwards i shall call him "Sei Pat Kong".. Love my Sei Pat Kong.. =P Hehee..
 [He soooo gonna chop me into pieces =P ]

Tmr another exam.. & monday too.. *scared*
Time flies, now all mid sems dy.. Cant wait for the break!
Yay, name’s on waitin list for
Leadership Camp 3!
Yah, know shuldnt go & let the fresh bloods go..
But since last sem ere anyway
*heehee* But, PD again?! What..

Yah, time flies.. Still remember clearly everythin beginning of this year..
When Anne is still ere.. When Teetee Anne & I, overstress? Or happy times? =)
So many things happened back then..
[miss bimzo]
Still remember Irene’s screaming & pouncing, & all her mum’s yummy food!
And gobble gobble with amanda phikjin chunshung yvonne..
[miss my twin]
Still remember hangin out with Uncle Dean so so often in college & was often irritated with his nagginess & annoyish habits..
[miss uncle too]
Still remember foosballing EVERDAY non stop with Mayz etc..
[Miss my lui-lui]
So many things & frenz to hang out with back then.. Really miss those times..!
Like what we said, every semester is a different environment.. So very true. Memories.
College life feels so.. hmm.. Most different this sem. Sumthing’s amiss..
Wonder how izzit next year?
*excited*
No matter how bad, it couldnt be worse than now i guess!

K, scribblin session has ended..

Quickies

Sunday, September 11th, 2005

Rylies so Cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! [Feel weird callin her Asia] - She opened her eyes & stare at the whole bunch of us close up juz now, thru the glass window.. *melts*  Nurses wouldnt let us carry her though.. Said we’re contaminated with germs!

Adele yeeyee’s doin great - Moms are the most wonderful creatures on Earth.. *Love my supermom* Cant wait to visit them again.. Dis time I’m soooo gonna squeeeeze herr…..

Got my top ear pierced today again *Muahaha* - De last time i pierced mine in Penang, got closed *hmph* Jasmine got her 2nd pair of piercings too..

Had Cheras Dimsum today *Yumm!!* with YH’s parents - Though was suppose to go Cyberjaya’s BUFFET dimsum.. Well, dat can wait.. *slurp~~*

Datz all i guess.. Tata! Feelin blog-lazy today..

-= z~may =-