~Jumbled Up Thoughts II~

I got two more nights here… The 3rd night I’ll be away from home already…
Begin to feel the precious time I have left.. Still, half reluctant to go.. Half excited..
Every second dat passes by, the more heavy hearted I am…

Bathe my 3 doggies juz now…
Sigh~ They look me in the eye, as if they know I’m leaving them. So worried..
Sure mum dad & jasmine are lazy to take care of them. Hmph~
To my 3 darlings:- Be good plsss~ Dun make mum & dad dis-own you guys…

Today’s the last day I get to hang out with my frenz.. Tmr will be stayin home.
Joe’s BBQ tonite. Last session of Dota with the Dota kakis too.
Miss miss miss. Miss Teetee the most. Hang out with her too much for the past 3 years…
She’s the 1st person I look for whenever I step into Subang. Miss miss miss her nutz..
Sorry girl~ but u know why I wanna go… Wait for me to come back k!
To anne & teetee:- Make sure I get updates..! Start accumulating all the hugs & bitez I’m gonna miss for the next few months…

Jasmine… Sigh~ I’m gonna grow white hair.
Worry bout her skinny bony fragile body. If anyone wants to bully her, they’ll just easily scrunch her up. Eat more la pls.. Grow ur assets~~
Worry bout all her beez & flies, bugging her. Well of coz, i go a hot sis! *wink* Worry worry~
Worry bout her walking back & alone at home =( At least she has her neighborhood frenz..
Miss tickling & laughing & just plain annoying her. Or izzit the other way round? Hmm.
Worry if she doesn’t help mum around the hse! N make mun do all the hse chores..
Worry worry worry bout mum’s health… N dad’s too… =(

PhikJIn, Irene, ChunShung, Yvonne, Amanda… Not worrying much bout our friendship =)
Coz I know we handled long-distance well for the past 2 years.
Even if we dun meet for months, feel as if you guys are always around already, emotionally.
Still, will be so jealous to hear bout all your outings without me..!
Mails mails mails pls~~

And of all all all alllll.. Miss my dear the most :’( :’"(
No one to pamper me over thr. No one for me to bite & abuse. No one for me to bully.
How to get used to the fact that I can’t see you for months…
When even a day I miss you so much already… =(
Know itz harder for you dear, than it is for me.
Coz u’r still here while I have a new environment. I know how dat feels.
So heartache when I look at you at times, & see how hurt you are.
Counting down, 7 weeks. Then I’ll get to abuse you again…
Hold on to us k… I know you will. Love you, dear…

z~may…

If you see me walking down the street. Staring at the sky and dragging my two feet. You’ll just pass me by. You don’t miss me cry. But you could make me whole again.

And if you see me with another man, laughing and joking, making the best of this I can.
I’m trying to put you down. Baby I still want you around. Cause you can make me whole again.

Looking back on when we first met. I cannot escape and I cannot forget. Baby you’re the one. You still turn me on. You can make me whole again.

Time is laying heavy on my heart. Seems I’ve got too much of it since we’ve been apart. My friends make me smile if only for a short while. But you can make me whole again.

For now I have to wait. But baby if you change your mind. Don’t be too late, cause I just can’t go on. It’s already been too long. But you could make me whole again.

Was going thru CheryL’s Blog..
Dunno why, now only she updated our Tioman trip which was back in August 2004
—>> Tioman TriP <<— 
Miss those times. Like juz happened yesterday, but it was actually 18months ago.
Many things were different then. Miss miss miss~~

HaPpY NeW YeaR to everyone!! Phew~.. Been a hectic week… Very tiring indeed!

CNY’s eve
Look! Our normal tradition at home.. Angpao tree!! Heehee. Actually we’re just lazy to take down the tree every year after christmas.. So we’ll just leave it there till new year..

Small family dinner at home, Mum’s yummy dishes =)

1st Day
After "zham cha" for parents in the morning [& collecting angpaos of coz], we had our annual "zhai choi" for lunch *yum*…
In the evening.. we had BIG family garhering dinner!
Wow, this is the most meriah 1st day of CNY ever in our place.. =)
My big-big family.. + Adrian & his friends (think bout 8 of them) + Mike Teetee Murphy..
Poor mummy was so exhausted.. But we helped of coz!
Sean, Ken & Kelvin came after that… Of coz, to gamble!

What is CNY without some fire works! Hehe.. We also had 8 feet fire crackers… And also the night before that…
Ahh~ the smell of CNY!! =)
Gambled till late morning.. Till we knocked out.. Hehe.
I love New Years..

2nd Day
All of us went back to Batu Arang, our hometown near Rawang..
All the couzies were thr =) We were starving.. And lunch was VERY late but super Yummy.. Gluts — Couzies

Then we gambled too.. In between.. Blackjack.. and tonnes of laughter as usual =)

3rd Day
*pressured* *tensed* *scared* *but fun*
After lots of persuasions, I finally agreed to follow dear back to Kuala Kangsar…
Thought itz gonna be awkward & all.. But i enjoyed it a lot..
His parents are very nice.. So are his sisters.. And aunties uncles etc..
It was a long drive.. think 2hours plus..
Ate so much! Ipoh’s famous "White Coffee".. Ipoh’s HorFun.. Ipoh Chicken & Tauge..
& the amount of angpaos collected! Wah..
Dear brought me around.. Showed me where he used to hang out.. =)
So dead tired by the end of the day.. Been long since i had a long sleep!

4th Day
Chiew Lian’s "tok tok chang"!! Lion Dance!! =D
Went there the earliest with Dear, May & Anne

The lions are so cute! 6 of them.. Few small ones.. *applause* *applause*
Like last year, it was sooo loud! Can barely hear my own voice after that..
Then Ha-ha! All of us cramped in the guest room to BlackJack! Poor bankie Sean lost..
Then one by one left.. and the rest of us played Poker.. and lost to Teetee & Mike =(

In the night, we went to May’s uncle’s place for BBQ! Food’s nice!
But too bad we couldn’t stay for long… =(

5th Day
YiPpiE! One of my favorite days… ‘pai lin’ with my best buddies =)
Went to Connaught’s dimsum (my fav!) for breakfast before that with sis & dear.. Then..
It was "rummy" the whole day, from one hse to another =)
Went to ransack PhikJin’s place first.. Then ChunShung’s.. Then Irene’s.. And then mine!
In between, we had Steamboat Porridge (which i dun reali fancy) in Subg for dinner..
So glad they FINALLY came to my place again.. Sigh~~ So sad!
Itz reali far for them, understandable.. But so geram dat my best frens only came twice to my new home every since i moved in! *hmph*..
So, they made my day dat day.. *love them so muchie*
Watched Saw II at my place.. And they left bout midnight..

6th Day
Yes, since the 1st day.. I didn’t really sleep or rest.. Now u know what i mean by hectic?
But itz okay, coz its.. House-Hopping Day again! =)
This time with college mates.. Very long day.. Me YH May CS Ken Keni Anne TT Mike Christen Dorothy Eddie CL Eric Carol Maxine Kelvin Sean.. [who else.. sorry if i left out anyone!]
Started at May’z.. Wow, her mum’s mihun. I never see sooo much "liu" in mihun b4. *yum*
Then off to CS’s place.. Wow! His mum’s Laksa.. can smell it from the Ground Floor! [his hse is 3rd.. or 4th floor.. I forgot] Was too eager to rush up for the laksa! *yum*
Then we hanged out in his room, see his ugly pics =P
Then off to Dear’s hse.. Chit-chit-chat.. and played with his niece & nephew..
Then off to Keni’s place! Exactly like last year, two gamblling tables.. damn funny =)
Then.. last stop KK! Before dat, we went for a round of DOTA To kill time..
Ken’s hse, goodness! The lion dance was superb!! So pro & amazing..
Had dinner buffet there.. Lamb, Siew-yuk, fried kuayteow, icekacang, sotong, fryfry stuff, etc..
After dinner, TT Anne & i ran off to my place to have some private time =P & this is what we did..

Yes yes.. I know they’re sick.. Very sick indeed.
But I just can’t help but love them. =D A lot. A lot lot lot…

Uh-oh.. Just when we were about to leave.. Anne said..
"Err.. where are my shoes??" Shit.. Jackie!!
Sigh~ Sorry gal! She ate ur new shoe up..! I felt so bad =(

Back in Ken’s hse.. May YH Max Carol & I.. Were sick of gambling..
So we played our crazy game.. The candle wax game! =P
Itz actually the "ngau" game.. The winner gets to drip hot wax on the loser’s arms each round..
Crazy siao friends I have! Drip all over, darn darn pain ok!! Not one drop! A lottt of drops!!! Till alll our hands look as if we have disease.. All white polka dots! Ha-ha-ha..
Then we called it a day…

7th Day
HaPpY Birthday DaDdY!!! HaPpY Birthday KauFu!!!
Went shopping for dad & kaufu’s birthday gift.. Bought them shirt and underwears =)
Shopped for myself too! Weepie! hehe.. Clothes, lingeries, make-ups. I love shopping! =P
In the evening our Big family went to Telokgong for dinner.. =)

This is my drunken sis & my happy dad! =)

8th Day
Sent May to Pudu.. =( Miss you MooK.. Not gonna see you till I come back from Miri..
Then Dear & I went shopping at SungaiWang.. So happy!!
Bought a jeans for 40% off.. and 4 tops for 50bucks!
Then went for gathering with my buddies again.. For Yvonne’s advance birthday!
We had yeesang.. *yum* and lunch at a chinese restaurant..
Then gambling session in ChunShung’s place.. =)
Though a short time, but every moment with them is precious! HaPpY Birthday GurL!

In the evening, met Teetee Mike for dinner.. Then DOTA!!
So fun, so many kakis around ady.. Ha-ha! This time even Sean played! =)

Today
I’m eating bacon while I type this..
Dear brought it up for me coz i’ve been stuck ere for so long. Hehe. Feel so pampered.
Today’s the 1st day where I can finally rest and relax at home.. Ahhh~~ Finally… =)
CNY… So glad that i spent it with all my loved ones.. Makes me feel so lucky & loved. =)
Dat I have my family.. My best buddies.. My fun pals.. My dear.. My doggies..
People who love, support and trust me. People who put meaning into my life.
Though went through tough times to get here… I still appreciate all dat i have.
And I really really dun wanna lose any of them… =)

K.. datz all for this time!

-= z~may =-