~Jumbled Up Thoughts II~

It’s 5a.m now.. And I still can’t sleep. Ate naan cheese with dad, and it doesn’t seems to be digesting.. And since my Desperate Housewives has not finish loading yet.. I shall take this opportunity to say what I wanted to say for the past few weeks…

The past three weeks has been.. hmmm.. different for me?
Funny, I dunno whether to call myself lucky or not..
Damn you stewpid burst ovarian cyst and inflammatory appendix.
Pain as hell.. The horror.. The torment..
Painkillers were like chocolates at that time…
I love them. I crave for them.
Well, the scar doesn’t really bother me. I find it quite cute actually.. Haha. Ok, fine. I might be a little weird.
On the bright side, timing was perfect.
If it was a day earlier, I think the pain would make me drown myself in Pangkor…
And if it was a day later, I might have suicude in Kuantan there itself. Haha..

But… The luckiest part.. =) Is my loved ones.
I never felt lonely through out the whole phase, because I realized who are the people who actually cared..
No matter a phone call, a  msg, visitings, or just about anything.

Just wanna say thank you..
My family who worried the most.. =) Who took care of me the most..
YoonHan, who has been there for me most of the time..
Beloved relatives & friends who cared & visited..
And not forgetting, those who took the effort to call or msg. It’s the thoughts that count..
Thanks everyone. For the concern, the fruits, the flowers, the gifts, etc..

Special thanks to mum, for her wonderful delicious cooking for the past 3 weeks till now.. *yum*.. Feel like her baby. hehe.
Dad & Jasmine for cleaning the house.. & clearing the hsechores just for my comfort..
Kak Amu, who constantly msgd me bout my health =) She’s like my mum! Can’t wait to see you..
And to YH, Teetee, Mike, Joey, Kenneth, Dean, May, Anne, James, Joe  - who was there almost everyday.. Thanks for the food, the laughter, the DVDs, the modemn, the McDs, the nail polish, the junk food, the surgical gloves deco, and of course, the support..
Hehe, it’s weird saying this, but the hospital days were fun because I had you guys. I do miss room563. =P Should have had a BBQ or something there. Haha.

As painful as it was, all of you made it much easier for me..
Hope i didnt miss anyone out..

For now..
Well.. Yah, still get tired easily most of the time.. Wound infection, bloated, walking weird, weak, blablabla, I don’t care..! As long as the worst part is over, I’m fine with anything else..! =)
Hmmm.. At least I get the whole April on MC! Another 2 more weeks before going back to work. Lalalalala.

K la, i shall go do something more productive…

Tataz!

-= z~may =-